What are you thinking at this moment

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sometimes I lay awake at night and try to figure it out
is my life going north is it heading south
I'm walking on a fence between wrong and right
trying to keep a level head try to keep my goals in sight
it's hard as hell in this world today friends
I've known for many years started acting strange
things I cared about before seemed to just fade away
now I'm left with these questions of today

"When is the train gunna get back on track
when am I even gunna care bout that
why do I always get delt the bad cards
took the easy the road so long and now my lifes hard"